YEAH SO...............as i'v said many times before, i'm totally addicted to facebook scrabble, i'm pretty much spending most of my spare time on there, this is not good. I'm wanting to work out how to put pictures on this thing, iv done three years of advertising and still do not know how to get images on my blogs lol, so if anyone knows give me a shout.

Okay so it's been a while since my last post and i can't really remember what the last thing i talked about was, so of the top of my head. from what has happened over the past few weeks i'll begin with my exams.

Three exams in three days, Analysing Documentary, Theorizing Celebrity and Reading the News. I literally worked my arse of for these exams so if i do not get the mark i want, which is about a 60 in all of them i will actually go ballisitic. I wish i had worked harder last year, i literally figured that your second year doesnt count for much so was really laid back about all my work and didnt do very well. Now i have found out that they take away your lowerst mark from this year and replace it with youre highest mark from last year. I'v worked so hard this year and my grades are predicting i should get a 2:1, however because i didnt do well last year, my highest mark will be 55, which is not good, so i really need to get a good marks in these exams in order to get a 2:1.

The job hunt isnt going too well either, my best friend got an interview for the first job she applied for, lied about her qualificatations, told them she had lied, is planmning on only working for 6 months so she can save to go travelling and she's managed to get a job. I however have been honest, hunting for 2 months and havent had a bean. I went to an adult numeracy andm literacy test for a job working for the social services and it didnt go as well as i had planned, i find out next week whether i get a proper interview booo.

The last of my depressivness is focusing on my brothers wedding, i know i should be so excited and over the moon but i am dreading it. My father died when i was 11, my brother was 15 and because my mother had an affair, my brother did not want to move in with us. He moved in with his best friends famnily and continued living with them till he moved in with girlfriend in Kent. After my fathers funeral, my dads side of the family clung to my brother giving him everything he wants, i however never saw them again, although my brother and myselfs relationship never changed. A few months later, my fathers best friend (my brothers god father), and the mother of the family he lived with, tried to take my mother to court for something i do not understand , resulting in my mother and brother not talking for a good few months. My mother and brother finally started talking but i still never recieved any contact with my fathers side of the family. Just to make myself clear, i was eleven, i needed my family and they deserted me and made sure my brother was fine. To cut a long story short, they are all going to be at the wedding, the people who made my mother cry every night and the family that abandoned me when i needed to most. I have no idea what is going to happen, whether they ignore me still or try to talk to me i do not know, but do not be suprised if i post a blog thats less than friendly a day or two after.

GOOD NEWS!!!!!!!! My mother is moving in with her boyfriend which means my lovely boyfriend and i will be renting my house of her for the foreseeable future. My house is gorgeous and my boyfriend and i have been a bit stresst about where we are going to live when we move back up home. So now everything is solved and the only thing we need to worry about is the colour to paint my room and what bed to get lol.

So theres my moans for the next few days,
mwah